Yes... just a little one. Grades, packing boxes, project reports, exit portfolios.... I feel like tossing it all in the garbage. I feel like I've been tossed in the garbage.
Weight? Yeah, that's not working either. I can't break the barrier. I lose focus. I collapse before I even get started.
Well, back to the grind.
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breakdown. scary title. i sit in the pain with you.
ReplyDeleteso hard. you are breaking down the stage you had set for a fabulous performance, completed with artistry and skill, that had a lovely 4 yr. run. when the set is struck, aren't there many emotions?
weight? just be healthy. you'll enjoy feeling like yourself. no external pressure,(e.g., the dress fitting), no artificial time line, will "forward the motion" for you. i know that you are so much more ready to do what it takes to just FEEL better. each lb. you don't gain is to the good. it hurts, it's unfair, it is bitter, bitter. true. can you just keep swimming a little more?