Thursday, June 12, 2008

It's rough...

Packing up four years worth of stuff when i don't know what the future holds for me. However, I was actually inspired by Oprah's mission statement for today:
"Happiness lives in the spirit, not on the surface. Stop defining yourself by what you see--or think you see--when you look in the mirror."

I've been defining myself by what I see in the mirror and boy has it been depressing. So, I'm going to take my sparkly Mickey watch (courtesy of Uncle Tony an Aunt Lainie) and have a good time for myself. Who knows what the future holds? I don't. I leave it all in God's hands.

Nice thing happened today- when I told my "I" period students I wouldn't be back next year they said "We love you Hurls" and applauded for me. One of them started crying- albeit for the club that I have to abandon- but that touched me a lot. I almost started crying too. sighs

"Whenever God closes one door... Somewhere He opens a window..." I'm just hoping the window is looking out some place special. I'd just like some security. But again... "not my will, but Thine be done."

1 comment:

  1. hold on tight, princess jeannie. blessings on those students who showed you love. let it in.

    as for windows, doors, open closed...we WANT TO KNOW! we all do. but i promise you this: once this waiting period is over, you will not remember how long the wait felt.

    Totus Tuus. Ad majorem Dei gloriam. Ouch, ouch, ouch,ouch, ouch,ouch,ouch.
    v'emo

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